Tuesday, October 20, 2015

A few moments of smiles and euphoria!

The beauty of her aroma, swirled up and melted my heart.
Music of my heart beat, grew, without a sign.
I perceived a slight smile in her face.
She being slightly away, but still close. To my heart.

She wasn't that beautiful nor that friendly.
And definitely not anywhere close to the girls that loved me.
But her soul emanated a purity that cannot be comprehended.
And she smiled; I smiled back.

Have you ever walked slowly in rains?
Felt the soft tingles of heavy sensations that goes through your skin?
As the water droplets fall on your body, making an impression in your heart.
Making a path for itself, but feeling everything on its path down?

The feeling of clumsiness combined with the happiness,
It is an emotion that is inexpressible. It cannot be written down.
And that's what I felt.

Walking up to that sweet smell of aroma of a girl,
I said "take some sweetness of mine".
"Be happy and glad".
And she happily took it with her.

And I moved on.

In the end, she was confused but intrigued.
I felt happier leaving a part of my experience with her.
And she will live on, in memories of mine and mine in hers.

And that's life. Sharing happiness and moving on.




PS: This post is about a stranger girl I saw in Kashmir where smiles were exchanged in passing-by.

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

You are not the One - 2

(Note 1: Based within an ideal world, where heads don't lie and lips don't bite)
(Note 2: Written as an inspiration for lyrics of a future song)

Have I ever seen you?
Have I ever known you?
I just heard your hard little voice
For quite a long time.

I didn't know whether to trust you
I didn't know who you were
I didn't know where you were from
I didn't know how I met you; for it was all a random chance.

But then I began to like you
And I started to trust you
I opened up my heart to yours
For there was a still small voice that said you would be my only One.

I liked you and you liked me
We fought, we taught
Without ever seeing each other
For it was the union of the soul and spirit.

I was there beside you always
I was there to listen to your words
I was there to fight with you
For I was your rock and you were mine.

There was a storm that shit not
And it created a chaos that I would believe not
It went on and on
For it seemed liked an eternity.

Then where did you disappear?
You are far away from me
But not forever
I trust my soul and spirit

Oh my friend, you will not be mine
And I will not be yours
Because you were not mine to begin with
And I know it from my heart and "I believe".

For you were my one and only one.

Sunday, May 18, 2014

The Wars

Every fight is a
Harmony of the hearts.
For the walls are built to be
Broken down.

And the hearts united, thereafter.

Friday, October 4, 2013

Creating my dream; one step at a time

Walking around a eerily dense forest in the night,
With no light from the most beautiful woman of the sky,
With an heart full of pain and agony,
I was worried about the future to come,
As I was reminiscing about a gruesome past;

Which had happened like it was a nightmare,
With no memories to spare.
My thoughts were like a dark fountain,
Overflowing with blood.

I was wondering of what it is to happen,
With a clouded heart,
I felt my emotions sticky,
Like a sponge absorbed with black and thick oil.
There was nothing worth in my soul. Nothing.

I felt my life was over.
I knew that the future was very bleak.
My fists clenched and my heart sank.
"If there is nothing more, why should I still breath air?"
My brain raced.

Deep in my desolate thoughts,
I saw a small light.
How a cloudy sky shows the most brightest start of the sky
As a nothing but a weakened signal of presence.
A hope? No, it was a distraction my heart said.

Curious and I looked deep into that light.
The small light flickered, like it was going to go out sooner or later.
My brain wanted it to go back into the darkness and oblivion.
My heart felt a little sad for the flickering light.
And my heart said, "Come here. You are like me, without a hope".

The light suddenly talked with a majestic voice,
It said, "I am the light of faith",
"Faith begins in your deepest darkness",
"And it is strengthened in your weakness",
"And with faith, comes love".

The light shone in my face for a long time.
I was astounded and I stood there like a rock.
I believed the light was a miracle.
A miracle of faith.
A miracle that I desired and I needed.

The light increased in its brightness.
Till it engulfed me like a burning sun.
There was no doubt whether it was,
A dream or a reality.
My heart knew, and it knows still.

The light shines in me still.
The light talks to me still.
The lights leads me still.
The light was born out of my darkness.
And that light still says,

"Create your dream. One step at a time!"


Friday, November 6, 2009

What I have started will never end...

The path which I am going through is mysterious. Neither did I comprehend the consequences, nor did I know the difficulties I would have to face. But the moment I chose my path, I did not look back. I went through them all. The so called ups and downs. But my destination has not yet been reached. So I still travel knowing I would have to face the sick and ugly truths all along. This is definitely not a path for the broken. And definitely not for the daily machines. This is a path for those who just love to live their life. For people who care about others. For those want to push themselves out of their limits.

This one is for me.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

My salvation!

Newness surrounded me!
Coolness was all over me!

I felt a tinge of happiness
Starting like a trickle, down my neck!

Before I knew, I felt obscurity leave me!
There was a new hope
Which has been eluding me!
The hope of joy!




All I did was,
To believe!

Monday, August 24, 2009

Its just not me

"I know myself. But this is not me. Whatever I had thought of myself, isn't me. My first disbelief in my life. I do not know why. And I do not care. All I saw was that its just not me."


I was staring at myself.
There was I
Walking the lonely street,
I seemed to be a dead man,
Pulling myself along.

    I had lost everything.
    Except my soul
    There was nothing I could hold onto,
    No one, close to me,
    And I was weeping.

My belief in disbelief.
Like a shadow
Creeping up on my shoulders,
I felt the burden pushing me down,
Till I fell.

    There was silence.
    And I was no more.
    The road was empty.
    Yet I saw myself again.
    In another man's life.

 

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